i really miss what really did exist

Oh my, these days I feel like a lost kid who wants to punch everyone's face. I'm just fed up with all this shit, nerds (they surround me everyday because of the type of my school) and people who pretend to be super cool and nice. I know, I know, I have lots of issues too. Usually I'm really tolerant with everyone, but now I'm tired and confused because this is the time when you review the school year that has past. And, if honestly, I haven't done anything worth to remember. OK, I have, but not the things I wanted to. I hope this mood is going to change soon because I have already told 'fuck you' to too many people. 

it feels like everyone is a vampire and i'm not an exception 

Do you want to go to the seaside?

There's nothing better than sun on your nose and sand on your toes. Even though I had to ride whole day it was worth every minute. It's like a different world there. I was sad to leave it.
There is Flea Market on Sundays. I bought something.

there's boy across the river

...but

Kumi Yamashita

oh, spring!

now playing: Peter Bjorn and John - Blue Period Picasso

My head is spinning round. After all freezing cold and darkness, spring has come so fast that I'm afraid it might leave as quick too. It's always like this and every time I run out of time to enjoy the beauty of this season. However, every spring I remember past years with nostalgia and a smile on my face. This year is no exception - I believe people think that I have some mental problems when I just close my eyes, smell the air, listen to singing birdies and stand with that 'I wish those days would come back' smile.

Best wishes,
Eve

interpretatations and stuff

i'm no artist. i just like to draw

you've got to see my bottle full of charm

Kalle Gustafsson

we are powdered ashes in the light of the beauty

Yes, I do like rainy weather, spring in Vilnius and my present situation, because it's kinda good (the pressure at school is being decreased and I have almost persuaded myself that there won't be any miracles in my life or at least not at school), but sometimes you just have this need to get away somewhere and forget who you are, forget all your problems, all faces you're tired of, everyday routine, EVERYTHING. I yearn for travelling and all I want is just to pack my stuff and next morning be in Tahiti. Paris would work too (it really doesn't matter if the place is natural or urban), but I'm dreaming, so this time it'll be long-distance destination. I want to dance Tahitian dances under the starry sky, lie on the beach surrounded by palms and stop thinking of how fast time is running. I want to feed my starving eyes with beauty of foreign places. 

my dreams have always been surreal

first shitday

school is boring. the only entertainment is to play eye war with some random person accross the hall or play foosball. then the guy who you are playing with asks if you like sex tough or gentle. in the conclusion, here's something better: 3 vintage comercials, that will give you all colors of emotions

1. you don't need more than a string to have fun


2. even nosferatu is scared


3. no comments needed